Not depressing music? How about Neil Cicierega’s album Mouth Moods? I could provide a link if you’d like. Also, if I’m bothering you, please tell me so. I don’t wanna be a pest.

I can understand wanting to avoid that. You really need to get out of there. All that hostility and stress can’t be good for you. I’d pay for commissions, but I have no money, sadly.

Your dad sounds like my brother-in-law before he went to jail last year. I’d say kick his ass, but A: He’s your dad, and B: I’m 90% sure you don’t like violence. This probably won’t go anywhere, but maybe next time he’s yelling at you to do a thing while you’re doing the thing, maybe yell right back with something like “Well, maybe if you’d shut up I’d get it done faster”?